Something else that throws up a roadblock for me. As far as I can remember, all I ever wanted to be was someone else. I can remember being a kid and thinking that I was a douche bag. I don’t know what inside of me is broken, I don’t know why I’ve never had a shred of confidence in myself.
I can…
I so relate to this… I remember even when I was very young, feeling like I was somehow “less” than my friends, wishing I could be someone different.
very young, feeling...somehow “less” than my friends, wishing